Lebensraum

Sorry to all who have come and gone. I sense misery in your hearts as not being able to read a proper Big Fat Smiles post for 6 days- and the last post (Philosophical whatever) was dead boring and un-bigfatsmiley, so hear I am to write a proper one to let my reader feel happy like Xiaxue when she was a tralala bird =P

I got my CA2 results today! This time I did very well! The best in my vie victorienne (please don't evoke all that nonsense again arh)! Actually it's quite lame cuase I have only took 3 exams in VS so this is only the better of the three. Lol. But who cares? So let me now show you the magnificent scorecard =))



Important Information: This scorecard isn't real although the scores are. The scorecard is made by Kok Weng Keong (the BigFatSmiler) using Adobe Photoshop v6.0. Please do not modify this picture if you, by any reason want to save it. If you wish to put it on your website because you find my scores so beautiful, please acknowledge me=))

The above is crap. And if you see a blotch of tomato ketchup over the English marks, it is because I was taking it out showing it to everyone during lunch today. However someone (shall not mention name) was so jealous of my scores thus he dripped tomato ketchup on it =((

The above is also crap. Aiyah, the reason the tomato ketchup is there is because I don't like my English marks larh. I hate it. It disgusts me. You can find it yourself if you want to, I believe you are smart enough to lol. I can't believe I got so low for English and I AM A WRITER FOR VICTORIANA OKAY! Argh... I AM DEPRESSED. Someone, PLEASE tell a joke on my taggie so I can laugh and ignore my depression for at least 30sec. You will not see a lol or lmao after this paragraph throughout this entire post again.

But overall I find my score quite good larh. Never have I had a MSG of 2 and below in my (short) Victorian life. Sigh.

So yup, hope you enjoyed this post. Look out for my article when Victoriana comes =))) *haolian bo lao lian*

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks

Join the iPod Revolution!

I think my blog has seriously dwindled. I think if "Big Fat Smiles" was a person, 1) he would hate his parents for giving him such a weird name and 2) he would hate me for not writing in him for 5 days. I still can't believe that I, the super duper blogger addict that bloghops almost everyday and talked about blogging during the English speech test and proudly proclaimed to everyone that I AM A BLOGGER had not updated for 5 days!

Oh no, my dad wants me to come off... Need to go for some full-month baby thingy. Shall continue with this post later... Muahahaha...

I have recently managed to realise something. Or probably everyone deeply has in their heart but no one every comes face to face with reality. Does anyone anyway? Haha. It might seem stupid but if you ponder on it, you start to understand like I did. My new found view is that time will always pass. Life is just a chain reaction. Don't you think so? You cannot freeze time- now and forever. You cannot go back in time- now and forever. And obviously you cannot go into teh future- now and forever. Because all these means one thing: escaping death. And death cannot be escaped, and anyway, your life is just a very small part (a.k.a decimal, fraction etc.) of your entire existence. You might think it's crap but please DO PONDER about this. If you really don't wish to, a BigFatSmiler never forces, so continue reading =)))

I broke my entire blogging record by typing my longest entry yesterday at 1009 words. I still can't believe I typed so much. Gosh. I managed to type so much! Yay =)) And "vie victorienne", sigh, cost so much commotion. Not much actually, but my blog is small *whimpers pathetically*.

The journey home today was like with a crapper. Oswin's band friend was totally crapping through the entire journey. Kinda like an irratating and non-interesting and non-funny version of Spongebob? Lol, Terence [L] would have thought that too- judging from his hilarious facial expressions.

AND I FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE BAD HILARY FAN!

Not buying her CD when I saw it. Didn't bring enough cash =(( One more day...

Jotlims,
Jesus Rocks!

This should be my 109th entry and I'm very proud of that. I have managed to sustain using BigFatSmiles for 6 months unlike any of my other blogs which maximum usage was only 2 months. I think theres a very hihg chance that I will continue blogging with BFS =)) unless someone hacks my blog *choi!*

So yarh, based on my title, you should know what I will be typing about today. Although it is quite late to type about it, I still decided to as this is quite a big impact on my vie victorienne. And if I don't type it now, this issue (a really juicy one) will rot and have those gross maggots crawiling all over it. So yarh, heres my reflection and thoughts on the Co-Ed issue. This write-up might not be the best, there are better ones out there like Quaternote's and the guy who posted on the compositions section of our school website. But this one is different and it is from a BigFatSmiler's point of view. If you have decided that you're bored of reading these crappy reflections, please scroll down, there's more below.

The Co-Ed Issue
From a BigFatSmiler's Point of View

129 years is a very long time. Even a men in our current era has not broken the record for living 129 years. So you could say that 129 years would also be a very long time for a school to exist. Many schools could not exist for so long, but Victoria has. Why? Actually the reason is very obvious- because of the strong bonds all Victorians have. The strong school spirit that not every school has. The strong believes and traditions.

So should traditions be changed? In Singapore, many many old traditions has been changed, like how we Chinese Singaporeans don't include coconuts with the Chinese character xi on it in our dowry when your son is going to get married. Or when Chinese Singaporeans do not indulge in buying gold like our ancestors used to for the believe that gold is food. Of course, these traditions would not be considered a bad tradition, but to me rather traditions to add hassles in our daily lives or traditions that encourage the extreme love for material things.

Tradditions are something we are used to. When a tradition is changed, we are not used to them and are lost, confused or sometimes even angry. So will introducing females into a school that has sticked to boys-only for 129 years trigger anything? Apparently it has- even before the tradition itself was changed.

To me, to be an all-boys school is a prestige. Think about it, for goverment schools alone, our school (Victoria) is the only all-boys school. As for indepent boys schools, there are also not many- in this group including Hwa Chong, St. Patrick's etc. So the prestige of being a boys' school alone is quite high. So, is this tradition a good one? In my opinion, it is. The tradition of a boys' school has definitely broad forth many advantages. Like having more toilets for more convenience, more open concepts because it is a boys' school and many others.

And if girls were to join Victoria, how were the males react? At this stage, everything isn't finalised and some Victorians still have the spirit of "Aiyah, it won't happen one larh". But it it were really to happen, male-Victorians will be a sexist group. The group where there is prejudice over the other group. And the female-Victorians will feel sad and unwelcomed, and in the end probably quitting the school? Maybe?

But why is the management doing this? Why? Creating calamity and little riots, zhe he bi ne (Enlgish translation: Why must this happen) ? The reason: to improve the academic quality of the school because it has been slipping for the last few years until last. But the fact is that even if the older generations had not worked hard and slacked, teachers and principals had encouraged them to further improve, resulting in a better 'O' Level results last year! And judging from various Secondary 4 blogs I have read, they are certainly working hard! So hopefully our this year's batch results will withstand the test.

Yes, this is my stand- and the majority of our school's stand. We will certainly work hard for the future of our school, but the current issue is: Are we going Co-Ed?

Adapted from Bob Houlihan.
This is a rephrased writing of part of one of his sermons.

I was in Japan and was visiting a leprosarium right in the north. I reached the place and spoke to the in-charge. He told me not to be shocked or do anything to make them be embarassed because they were sore to look at. However, as I had seen and ministered to many lepers before, I told him I was quite experienced in this field of work. He then lead me inside.

As that leprosarium was in the north of the country, it was very cold even in the inside. I did not take of my jacket and continued to tour the building. As I walked, I proceeded to Cando-chan's room. I had seen many lepers in my life before but never one like her. Leprousy affects the extremities of the body thus they would normally be without hands, fingers, legs and so on. But Cando-chan had neither arms nor legs. She was bald, and she was without a nose- just two holes on her face. Her mouth was twisted and she was blind. One of her ears was also not functioning properly. She was sitting in small cot and was lying down.

I entered her room and began a conversation with her. I sensed a feeling of jubilance and joy from her as she told me she was a Christian and said she could not do all the basic necessities in life. Her Japanese was a little inaudible as her mouth was deformed due to the horrible disease. She could not walk and had to be carried around. She could not feed, drink and bath herself. Most importantly, she could not spread the wonderful gospel. But despite all these setbacks and barriers, she would pray 8 hours a day for Japan and all the other nations in the world- and for me. I was deeply touched when I heard that and was very encouraged.

I then asked her if there were any other christians in this leprosarium, she said there were 37 more including her. She asked me if she could preach a sermon for them all since it was a rare chance that I would come and visit them. I agreed and preached to them about heaven. A place where all of them could run freely and unrestricted on the streets of gold. Deprived of these benefits that everyone should have, moans and groans of joy (they could only moan and groan because they could not speak properly) filled the small chapel we were in. Then the leader of their group came up to me on the wheelchair and handed me an envelope. On the envelope was written ¥500, 000 which was about 6000USD at that time. I was very shocked and told them to take some back. They were already living on a very tight goverement allowance and should put the money into better use. Although they could not talk, they moaned and groaned in a spirit of resistance and the leader told me to keep all of it as they want to do a part for the kingdom, they too want a inheritance.

I was deeply touched and told Cando-chan that I would tell this story whenever I was preaching wherever I go.

After an intense struggle, of fight, gore and violence. I managed to conquer with a not so triumphant success. "Conquer what?" you might ask, hard-work and determination put into this new skin is more than you can imagine. Finding one is already very difficult. I bid my fairwell to "Death" from Blogger templates and say hello to my new skin from Noipoi. The picture in the background is actually the British Museum where when I am filthy rich shall visit one day =P

Had some insulting shit from some people today. People who do not appreciate smiles (I assume my readers do=)) ), people who like offending people despite their friendly treatment from their offendant. People who do not know what is world peace. People who do not know what is culture. People who do not speak proper English. People who are not courteous. People who are fan ying zi dun (Enlgish translation: slow reactioned) Of course (Of course!!!) they are not Victorians but someone else from my previous school. Of course (of course!!!) they are not 6Lians but people from another class.

I was walking home and was 30sec away from my block. As I approached the nearby residents' corner, I chanced upon an old boy from my old school. Looking at him, I gave him a smile (a big fat one of course, I have to uphold the name of my blog!). He stared at me blankly (like those Spongebob ones) and feeling embarrassed because I thought he did not regconise me, walked away as fast as I could. As I walked for less than 5sec, I heard a voice from the 5sec distance "Stare what stare!" Feeling outraged because I believed that I did not stare at him, I quickened my steps. Continuing in the background, this boy said "I very the nice to stare meh, f*** you larh." (exaggerated version)

I addressed this issue because this is not the first time I was told of by some (ahem) EM3 boy from my old school. I think it is unfair because a smile DOES not deserve a curse (those who agree raise up your hands in front of the screen!) I am not saying that all EM3 boys are like that. In fact, I think there shouldn't even BE a classification at all (although I was in EM1 *haolian bo lao lian*). I do know some really very nice people from EM3. Like the prefect whom I forgotten his name and a same-house guy with me in primary school (Red!) But majority of those I know are quite like that. Malaysians and non-Singaporeans who haved watched Jack Neo's I Not Stupid, please do not think that all EM3 students are like those nice boys. I know there are some who are like them but most are not. EM1 people in my school DO NOT bully EM3 people.

But I know they have their troubles too. They have their reasons for behaving like that. But what are they? How can I (minimumly) help them? Haha. I think I need God to handle all these to me. In the mean time, I think I should keep my sarcastic mouth shut in case one of them beat me up (Ouch!). Yarh, do pray for me (Christians) will yarh?

Went to Funan with my Daddie today. Bought a USB Port so now my front USB ports are FREE! Yay =)) Went to Challenger and viewed the Apple department. Awwww... I am so in love with the Apple iBook! At $1778 I think it's quite a good deal compared to other brand name ones like HP and IBM. And I want an iPod! (who doesn't besides those who already joined the revolution?) I'm sorry SWW but I think the iPod seriously rocks more than Creative. Maybe Billy can help revive your situation. The iPod non-colour has already been taken of the list and it's replaced with the iPod photo 20GB. It's same price at $528 I think.

Yarh... which brings me to the end of this post. Please leave your comments about the incident at my taggy. I want to know your ideas on how I should deal with these disgusting situations in the future which I am sure would happen but still counting on my lucky stars to hope it doesn't.

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

WTF! (really shouldn't be using that but using it anyway), entered BigFatSmiles and found out that a popup has been put on my site! Why should popups be on my site? They should pay me! Idiots. In case you didn't see it, or they have got the sense to take it down, it is here =)

(Image taken down because of disruption to template)

It was in a window of course. And if you think I was stupid to help them advertise their product to download LAME (I don't really know if it's really lame but I just feel like insulting something now) software, I AM NOT, because the fact is that I am putting it here to tell you guys NOT to download it. Doubt anyone will of course =))

Mr Ong said that my yesterday's entry was written very badly. I think the influence of that statement was mostly from "successfully failed". I think that is not enough to conclude that the entire entry was bad =(

Did my English Summary Essay today. Think I will do very (very very very very...) badly. Didn't have time to finish copying everything from the draft to the main paper =( Finished copying about 80% of it? Very depressed because of that. Every paper I took was fairly well until this one. Sigh, now it's down to the Mathematics Class Test and the Chinese Aural. The worst thing about the English Summary test was that Terence Kwok got the chance to have extra time because he didn't know he had to copy it from the draft to the main paper. And the worst thing is that Gaga! I hate you. He continued copying depsite Mrs Rama telling him to stop and countless attempts to keep him away from his pen. Mrs Rama took away MY paper and didn't take HIS. WTF! I hate the world. Someone please shoot me (Murderers and criminals, please note that this is just an expression of a state of extreme depression and I don't mean for you to kill me).

And I quote something from my 2nd March 2005 Archive:

so my niche sub is now English which I have been getting a1s in so far.

And I look at myself and realized how far I have declined in English. I am thus now even more depressed. I could jump of a building but I have better things to do like blogging =)) Kinda weird isn't it? That statement? "I could jump of a building but I have better things to do like blogging" Aren't you so depressed that you can't even blog? Lol, contradicting and criticizing myself. BUT ANYWAY, back to the point. I realized how far I have declined in English and wonder if I'm still fit to be a VSMedia writer when I can't even write a summary in 40min. And I think reasons contributing to that factor is that Mdm Radiah had a viral infection and later became pregnant thus being in school teaching us for only about 20% of the year. She was replaced by a NIE teacher (Ms ****) and a retired teacher (Mrs ****) who both aren't very promising and liked by the class. Decided to censor their names just in case they read their blogs and turn into the murderers and criminals I mentioned just now chasing me with choppers.

So yarh. Had many hits yesterday =) And from many countries too =) Thank you visitors from (of course) Singapore, United States, Taiwan, Canada, Australia, Philippines, India, Malaysia and Turkey (Love Of potatoes if you're reading this =) Thanks for coming!), thank you all for reading BFS +)

In case you don't know, I have changed my name from Keong Kok to BigFatSmiler. It might take some time to change though.

And KF, if your reading this, hope this is a better entry =))

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

Yay, I'm so pleased with myself today =) Firstly, I managed to log in into the school Library computer (with some help from a nice guy beside me, think he's a PRC Scholar or something), did my chinese test today and have extreme faith that I can do quite well, I predict a 22 over 25? Yup. And received back the results for the Geography test =) Did better than I imagined it would. Got 21 over 25 =) And overall with the first Geog. test, I got 84.2%. I swore to Mrs Bala that I would join Core Geography in 2007 when I'm Sec 3. Gaga just stood beside me and told me to write about him, so here am I writing about him:

A Writeup on Gaga-Gajendran (Baba-Babarian)

Gaga is an extremely funny Victorian who is willing to help when extreme requesting is given. Lalala... He supposed to help me with English Summary tuition but because I diverted my attention to this computer (PC05 Library@ VS), he is angry and told me to revise myself. Thanks anyway Gajendran, I think you're a nice boy (Bleah! Joking). Thanks for the half-tube mentos.

End of Writeup on Gaga-Gajendran (Baba-Babarian)

And news is out! Victoria School is Singapore is going Co-Education! I can't believe it. I think it's tupid. Victoria has 129 years of history of being a boys' school and it is currently the last goverment boys school in Singapore. And now it's thinking of switching? What about that tradition? What about the heritage? What about our opinions (which is obviously a negative one) ? I find it totally weird to have girls in our school. It is like having guys in Tanjong Katong Girls', St. Nicholas Girls' and all the other girls schools. Which is bad.

There was a petition in front of the bookshop today. It said "They SONS are we" which Victoria Junior College girls are also protesting about that line in the school song and have protested in 1998 and have sucessfully failed. I think it should be changed to =) But to what? Thy children are we? Thy kids are we? Thy *trys to say as fast as possible* sons and daughters are we?

So anyway, I hate this keyboard and am not used to it. I keep on making mistakes.

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

My first post in the Library @ VS

Yes, I have been busy. Yes, I am busy. Yes, I did not blog for very long (if the previous one doesn't count). And yes, I am blogging. I hope to finish a pretty long post to make up for the others. I have a blogging spasm and have a lot to say. So listen up! (Or you could click here and play Neopets =) )

Today was quite an eventful day. I expect shall eventful days throughout this week. It started with that Geography test. It was quite difficult, don't really know how to describe it. Just keeping my little fingers crossed for a nice A1 on it. Then we continued with the weekly affair- Physical Eduation. Took my NAPHA (an acronym which I never understood) today and resulted in Bronze. I got a Bronze last year too. I am pretty sad and fustrated at that result because I do have the ability to get a Silver grade. Here are my results:

What: 2.4km Run-Walk
Result: 13min 11sec
Grade: C
Score: 3

What: Sit and Reach
Result: 31cm
Grade: C
Score: 3

What: Inclined Pull Ups
Result: 26 pull ups
Grade: B
Score: 4

What: Shuttle Run
Result: 11.1sec
Grade: C
Score: 3

What: Sit-ups
Result: 34
Grade: C
Score: 3

What: Standing Broad Jump
Result: 172cm
Grade: E
Score: 1

Total Score: 17
Grade: Bronze

To attain a Silver grade, you have to have a minimum grade of D, which in my stadning broad jump, I attained an E grade. And to attain a D grade for that, the minimum would be 176cm which is only 4cm. Sigh. A repeat of what happened last year =( Then carried on with life thinking how fortunate I am to still have Bronze while some people failed their 2.4km Run-Walk and couldn't even get Bronze. Lol.

We carried on with Mathematics, then Art, which we had a period of drawing despite the fact that that Art lesson was a theorical one. Mr Liong said that we were degrading and some of the General Art Program students were better than some of us and that we should be ashamed of ourselves. I rebuked that fact and answered back saying that we have been claying of the past so many months and had no drawing practice at all. Thus, Mr Liong said we would have that "forever" for half of the Art Theory period.

After that Half-Art-Practical-Half-Theory Art Lesson, we proceeded to Palai's "CME" class, which he uses normally for Mathematics because CME is a very *ahem* important subject. I don't blame him, CME is *ahem* extremely interesting. So had 3 periods of Mathematics again like usual CME Days and got to go home (yay).

Surfed the net just now and found a website that was the website of a pushcart selling nice Christian clothes and merchandise at Jurong POint and Junction 8. I wish to get something, their very expensive however. $28 is not what you pay for a tee-shirt. The below one is for boys and is my favourite one so far. It cost $25.



I think it's because of the importation from United States that jacked up the price. However, if you too like it and don't mind paying, you could check the not very updated website out here and buy it at either Junction 8 outside Espirit or Jurong Point outside dunno where.

Washed the dishes for my mom and dad today. I suddenly have the urge to do it. I don't know why. It's like, I wish to wash it! Lol. Whatever, I am such a good momma's boy +)

I have lots more to blog on actually. On the BQ Dinner and Sunday. But I am limited to 30min by my mother who needs it to work and have exceeded already. Too bad my spasm came to late =(. Lookout for tomorrow, hope to post something. My mom made the comment "We need 2 computers already..." just now. Wonder if she really means it. I don't mind an Apple iBook. Lol.

Jotlims
And Jesus Really Rocks!


The T-shirt from Funky B that inspired me to write that under every August 2005 and beyond post. It cost $28.80.

Hallo, I am testing with my "JustBlogIt!" Mozila Firefox function with Firefox =). I just right-click and theres this "JustBlogIt!" thingy in the box thingy and I click on it, resulting in a popup with the blogger post thing. The only thing I am scared now is that I will lose everything and it doen't pot. Hopefully not. Lol, to tired to blog, needa watch Tong Xin Yuan and study for tomorrow's Speech Exam and Biology CA. Ahh... I need help.

NIL SINE LABORE (showing my school patriotic spirit =P)

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

I failed my Chinese ting xie today (translation: Chinese spelling). It was a terrible fail, not the ones with 49.9999...% ones but with only a miserable 3 out of 25! And you know what? I am a higher mother tongue student. What a joke! What an honest, honest joke. Don't you find it ridiculously funny? And the worse thing is, I don't even feel bad about it at all. Like, I'm not sad. I'm not remorseful. I feel exactly normal like I did a millionth of a second just before I received my ting xie back. Wanna know the truth? Wanna know? The fact is, is, is, is, is, that I was sick larh, so I came to school not knowing there was a ting xie and not knowing what was inside the ting xie cause I didn't attend those lessons. Thank God I didn't, my Chinese teacher is getting more boring. Nicer too though, asked me if I needed extra lessons. Lmao.

Yesterday's AQ training didn't seem so bad at first, but it actually is because my arms and legs and stomachs and entire bodies are aching me to death. And I'm not the only one! It is not because I am bloody unfit but even, let me stress on even, Eric feels that way! Surprisingly Wei Ren doesn't. Not so surprising actually (help! I'm contradicting), which Sec 3 will feel that way? Sec 3s are tough people who do their push-ups all the way down. Sec 1s are totally different people, their push-ups are worst then the 90degrees one. No one blames them anyway, after all, they are Sec 1s.

There is no net group today. See Han and the other above 18s are probably going to the Black and White Affair which is a classy banquet for youths in VFC above 18. Do I care? Not really actually, who wants to go to some classy banquet? *says so in a tone when I wish to be 18* And diverting here a little, Caleb! Is there some way you can ask Friensy to stop sending me those irritating emails saying your blog is updated? I read you blog when I want to! Lol.

And yes, the pile. What is the pile? No, if you guessed shit, it's wrong. What is it?

Is it paper and pen?
Correct! How did you know?

Is it bad?
Definitely! Nobody likes it.

Will I like it?
Did I mention nobody just now?

Is it from school.
Yup. Of course.

Is it... erm... HOMEWORK?
WOW! You must be some prodigy!

Oh man, still stuck with a high pile of homework. Saturday is packed. No doubt about it. Parade, BQ Dinner... Sunday? Yarh, the only day, after all, there are only 2 days in the weekend. Think that should be changed. The ration 2:5 is too big a difference. It should be 3:4. Don't you think so? We should petition! Yeah!

If you noticed my writing turned a little spastic recently, I think so too. Wonder what has got into me. The bug that infected me a week ago must have been a spastic bug- and it left some scar. Either that or the nurses at the bloody clinic were so terrible that they turned me into a spastic person. Whatever. Handed in my article for VSMedia today. They want me to shorten it. (Spastic version) WTF! (Non-spastic version) I'm so demoralized. (Joking) I shall have edit it no matter what. Mr *** and **** are still boss. Who are we but lowly slaves? (Joking) (Again).

Yup, hope you enjoyed my spastic post. Once again...

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

I am completely unadapted to school after that long 5 days break. Nursing myself back to health has brought me much discomfort and unconvenience, such as the inability to regain my balance and what I am suppose to do. For example, that huge chunk of homework that is waiting for me in my locker, and the 2 tests which I missed last week. I hate this, I shall vow never to have thoughts on wanting to fall sick again- which I have when I was a little boy.

My mom let me write her cheque today. My first cheque- to OCBC Bank- Credit Cards. I don't know what this means. A sense of trust? I wasted one you know- due to the fact that I am a very careless boy- wrote Nine million, eight hundred and fifty-nine thousand, six-hundred and thirty-nine dollars when it was Nine million, eight hundred and fifty-nine thousand, six-hundred and thirty-eight dollars (Amount changed to apply a decent level of privacy).

Played RuneScape today. Finished the Vampire Slayer's quest and Witch's Potions Quest. I think the Vampie one was quite difficult- had some help from Solsker =) and Gnoobsnerg. Thanks a lot for your help! Managed to slay "Count Draynor". Witch's Potion was a little easier, just that I didn't where to get an eye of a newt- later was helped by a level 60+ player whose user-id I forgot. But thanks anyway =) not a member, so not very advanced in that whatever Herb thingy.

National Day yesterday was quite an experience, had dinner with relatives which was suppose to be a farewell dinner for my aunty and uncle who was going to Shanghai in September when my uncle was posted there.

Yarh, guess I should stop here. If you're playing RuneScape, add me, a currently Combat Level 36 player, at Yongqiang16. And add me in Friendster at yongqiang14@gmail.com =)

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

I think my blog is getting more and more boring. Don't you think so? I think it is. Despite the high visitor hit log size yesterday. Shadn't be hao lian and tell you yesterday's hit size, but it was quite high, I think it was due to people googling "hilary duff" and some how ending up here. So that post did do good? Ahahaha... Despite comments from various people [a.k.a kf]. My overnight thingy for Hilary has still not gone away, I hope it'll stay this way =)

Today's National Day was quite a sucess despite the messiness and time spent transferring. As Victoria School is a very very big school it will take you months to travel by foot from the Parade Square to the canteen, thus, we have been equipped with superfast escalators that travel 7 times faster than sound, but even with that, you will still take 15 minutes to walk down. And so the time spent there was really too much resulting in a very messy entire thingy.

I have been submitted to be an emcee for teachers' day. I still have to go for an audition but Mr Gabriel thinks quite well of me. I will be teaming up with a Sec 3 most probably famous John Cheo. Mr Gabriel very nicely did that for me =) did I mention that he also visits my blog? Quite suprised that he would because he is quite an intellect and I am not, thus, an intellect reading a non-intellect's chronology of thoughts is quite a rare find. I already know what to give him on teachers' day. Don't worry, it won't be a pile of shit, I am not a mean person =) See my constant smileys popping up everywhere? This shows that I am smiley and I am nice ;)

Currently I am at the mercy of my parents. I have only 15min more online. A mere 15min. They are abusing me with these internet restrictions and I hate it. It gives me lesser time to bloghop, which is disgusting. And I end at 9pm resulting in having to watch "Destiny" on Channel 8. It isn't bad or anything but it is disgustingly saddistic and I hate saddistic shows. Do you like watching saddistic shows? I don't. With that Shen Congye hitting Cen Fei and all her other fellow guai people makes me feel like turning off the teevee.

So, whatever. Gonna go for a nice breakfast with nice churchfriends on a nice national day tomorrow. Then proceeding to a dinner with my dad's side, which is quite a rare =)

Happy 40th Singy! Lol. And Happy Birthday Ms Ong too!

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!!!

I am addicted. Do you get what's addicted? Do you understand addiction? Do you dig addict? Well, if you are a moron and don't, here's a little nice help from a genius to you (a moron):

ad·dict

1. To cause to become psychologically or physiologically dependant on a habit forming substance: The thief was addicted to cocaine.
   
2. To occupy (oneself) with or involve (oneself) in something habitually or compulsively: The child was addicted to video games.

Courtesy of Dictionary.com. If you accepted the fact that I was just addicted and didn't know what I was addicted to, I would consider you either 1) you don't really care 2) you're to moronic to know what I'm talking about, I hope it's 1 though.

Well, I'm addicted to Hilary Duff! Again! Yay! And boy do I like the feeling of that addiction. I'm addicted to the way to walks, the way she sings, the way she moves, the way she dances, the way she talks, the way she eats, the way she shits, the way she burps, the way she vomits, the way she music-videos, the way she says hello, the way she blows her kisses, the way she smiles, the way she giggles, the way she dresses, the way she winks, the way she acts cute bui cute, the way she puts on make-up, the way she acts, the way she looks at you, the way she sits. EVERYTHING. But most of all, I LIKE HER MUSIC VIDEO. And don't ask me why. I love it. In case you wanna watch it too, you can do so here. Wait for the site to relaunch intp a popup, if you have a popup blocker, make sure you allow the poppup and click on video to watch it=)

IT'S AWESOME. She like totally rocks. =)

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

After watching Hilary Duff's new music video, Wake Up, I start to realize how superficial and how fake some other people on this Earth are. How they console themselves by going clubbing, drinking and making themselves look good. And that is how I depict Hilary Duff is in her MV too. I guess those are the lives of the people who live in the darkness, people who live without light. The lives of people who seek happiness but can't find. The lives of people who seek relationships but find that all are false. The lives of people who are miserable. The lives of people without God.



Earnestly waiting for August 16th.

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

The virus just does not want to get out of me. Sigh, it has been 3 days already and I doubt I will be coming tomorrow. Went to another clinic today, and the trip there was like walking down the past. Passed by the PAP kindergarten just below my house. Remembering the times when I too was at the PAP Marsiling and Woodlands branch.

Then passed by Admiralty and say Mrs Chew, the teacher with a unique accent and weird gestures teaching PE. And she was wearing a dress- an office dress. Is that what you wear for PE? Noooo...

Passed by a nursery and remembered the times I had at the Fairfield Methodist Church's nursery. I also remember I was the only one wearing spectacles- at 3 years old.

Sigh, I'm tired. Stupid bug.

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

Yarh, I am sick for the 2nd day. I am very sure this time it is not a bacteria but virus living inside me because the doctor didn't give me any antibiotics. Which brings me to my entry on 29th June. I made a mistake saying it was a virus when it was not because the doctor did give me antibiotics. Sorry for the very very late eratum.

And I am also sorry that I had said that you could still view photos from Yoonce you can only view the AEP Exhibition and BQ 2005 pictures there, yarh, please be patient. With Flickr's faster uploading tools, Yoonce will complete faster too =)

And lastly, my another sincere apology to Jeremy, Daniel, Jie Han and Marcus. More to Marcus really because he has to borrow stationery from other people for 2 whole days. *paiseh*

So yarh, still having the bug in me. Wonder where it'll go. Can type now because I just took my medicine, after about 2hours before the next take, I feel all sick again. Sigh.

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks

My sincere apologies to Jeremy, Marcus, Daniel and Jie Han for not being able to bring your stuff today because of me being sick. Currently having a temperature of 38.8ºC. Things I owe you:

1) Jeremy- Stationary
2) Marcus- Pencilbox and stationary
3) Daniel- BB Polo
4) Jie Han- Poncho and purple waterbottle

Yarh, and it was just June 29th that I fell sick, its like just 1 month later. I think it's due to the drinking of too much coke and stuff at SonicFest etc. etc. Sigh, now I'm banned from eating Oreo, Loacker and the worst thing DIDN'T MANAGE TO CHEER FOR THE BQ PRIZE PRESENTATION AT SCHOOL TODAY. Argh. Hate this.

And the idiotic clinic again. I hate neighbourhood clinics, wish to go to my aunts one in Orchard but it's too far. Sigh, the nurses at the neighbourhood one sucks.

Whatever, I have nothing much to blog about. Hopefully I'll be able to go to school tomorrow. The doctor gave me 2 days worth of MC. Sigh.

Jotlims
Jesus Rocks!

Friday and Saturday were one of my most hectic days of my life. I didn't have a computer, thus not being able to blog. Today is the last day of July, and I shall get a new month on my archive if I update BigFatSmiles tomorrow. And to mark a new month, I shall not be using TakaGoble at the end of my post anymore, find out what tomorrow. But in case you don't know, TakaGoble stands for TakeKareGodBless which was what I used to tell people after ending MSN Conversations, I got sick of typing it so many times, so I just decided to post in on my blog.

Are you ready? Cuz this post is gonna be a long one, can I hear a yeah?

First of all, I would like to announce that 2nd Singapore Company is the C H A M P I O N S of the NATIONAL Bible Quiz 2005, and I was in the winning team! Woohoo!!! I am still very elated and jubilant =) I would like to thank God, Rev Chiang and Officer Zhi Hui for showing us all the support we can get, and of course not forgetting my team members for encouraging each other on this long journey.


This picture shows our jubilance and elatedness upon receiving the grand prize. Jeremy doesn't look that elated because he said he was trying to look as if we were already going to get it. Lol.

And so describing the wonderful events that happened on Friday. Went home with Danial and went out again. Had linner (lunch+dinner) at MacDonald's and proceeded to the Sonic Festival 2005. Lotsa local bands were there- including Perusia and Vertical Rush. Danial's church friends are very nice people =) I got a free ticket from his friend Jaryl.

Then SonicFlood performed! I love SonicFlood as much as I love Hilary Duff. Jumped till I got stitches and still jumped. The experience and ambience was perfect. The Holy Spirit's presence could be distinctively felt. I enjoyed the presence of God and continued worshipping. Bought a SonicFest 2005 tee =). Swore to come for the next day's.

The proceeded to Rev Chiang's house to rest and study for the night. Reached there like about 11+. Josiah complained that I should be studying and not taking photos- so only managed to take one =(



Studied a while more and slept on the floor. Woke up in the morning to eat breakfast =) Rev Chiang is a very good host- he bought a lot a lot of stuff- chips, ice cream, marshmallows etc. etc. I think he cares a lot for us- and he's a very god Chaplain. 3 cheers for Rev Chiang!

Then went though the quiz later on and felt the questions were quite easy- especially the outdoor segment one. We got full marks for the outdoor segment and marks were not disclosed for the indoor. Then went through some crap- including 70 over questions of pop quiz. Then they announced who was going in to the tie-breaker, it turned out that none of our teams were in! I felt so sad. Our hard work was gone. Everything.

Then went through more "crap", crap because I was so disheartened I wanted to jump all my sadness away at SonicFest. Turned out that we still won because we were the highest for everything! And we didn't even have to get into the tiebreaker =)

Atmosphere was crazy =) Went up to take the CUP, (photo above) and received a bible from HQ. Then went crazy- really crazy. And my name and Danial's and Jeremy's and Marcus' and Jie Han's will be printed in next year's Speech Day booklet =)! I am so happy.

Proceeded to SonicFest again =) We went all the way in front today! And rocked Fort Canning =) It was crazy, my ears felt weird after the entire thingy. Andyway, here's a bad photo of SoincFlood.



and the Sonic Fest ballloon which Jeremy likes so much =)



Yarh, which kinda brings me to the end of this post. It's quite boring I think, no zest, no nothing. More like just for reporting the BQ 2005 =) So yarh, thinking of moving my PhotoBlog from Yoonce to Flickr. Shall be done soon =)

For the last time, TakaGoble ;)
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